Self-Directed Learning: A Never Ending Journey
Oh my goodness gracious, if you had told freshman year Katie that she would travel to South America for the last 6 months of her high school years, she most probably would have laughed in your face and then peed her pants out of excitement.
I have always been conscious of my education and how I learn best. In the first grade, I attended the local elementary school in my hometown of Maple Grove, Minnesota. After the first year of traditional school, I was done. I told my mom I needed to homeschool, and that was that. I didn’t decide this because of my boredom in the classroom, I decided it out of jealousy. I wanted to hang out with the neighborhood children that were all homeschooled and were having fun while I sat around learning how to color in the lines. Either way, this worked and I was home free to color however I wanted. We worked with Calvert Curriculums and kept it pretty similar to what was being taught in the public school systems through the 4th grade for me.
After we moved to California, everything changed. People were homeschooling more liberally, not because of their churches like back home in Minnesota. There were homeschool field trips to the aquariums, museums, and anywhere else of interest to students. There were co-ops, park groups, forums, and conferences devoted to homeschoolers. At one point, my mom even taught an intro to art class out of our home. (This is where I met my best friend, Franz, and we started South Bay Homeschool Teens, a group for homeschool teens ages 12-19 to get together from around the Bay Area and hang out for awhile. Thanks, mom!)
By this point, I wanted more than just an at home learning atmosphere. I started attending Live Oak Academy, a private Christian school that only met 2 days out of the week, and loaded you up with hours on hours of homework for the off days. This school was truly unique because they had a Latin program which went from elementary school all the way to AP Latin, something rare on the West Coast. I stayed here 6th-8th grade but realized I wasn’t religious enough to enter their rigorous high school. I also traveled with my Girl Scout troop to Alaska. preparing me for the next big thing: public high school.
I was not ready for public high school. I was not ready for the competition, the nights crying due to the pressures of a performing arts school, and for the teachers that were too burdened with 100+ students to help me. I had expected scenes from High School Musical (minus the singing, I wasn’t TOTALLY clueless.) I was elected freshman class president, had 7 class periods, ran cross country and track, and participated in theater productions after all of that. My days were nonstop from 7 am until 9 pm, when I would get home and do homework. Repeat. A few weeks into the second semester, I left. I went through a bout of depression that hit hard, and I took the rest of the year to get help and sort out where I was at mentally and emotionally. I signed with Ocean Grove Charter School to finish up the rest of my credits and had a clean break until summer.
Come sophomore year, I decided that it was only just the particular school I had been at which was stressing me out, and started at the local high school as a transfer student. I lasted 5 weeks. On transcripts, these 5 weeks do not exist. While I was at school, my little sister and mom were experimenting with “unschooling“, a newer form of at home education. Unschooling is an alternative education path that has absolutely no curriculum; it allows the students to explore their interests and find what truly sparks their soul. It gives them the time to pursue and become experts in the field. I decided to try this, because why not? I’d tried everything else up to this point. I expected my passion to be delivered in a dream, or in a neat package at my doorstep with a note saying “congratulations, here is your passion and path in life!”. Sadly, this was not the case. I went through many phases, and none of them brought me true joy. We hired Blake Boles as a mentor for me over the winter months, and he helped me actually build this site (thanks Blake!) and narrow in on a few paths that were exciting to me. It was at this point I realized how important travel was to me, but it was not yet time for that to begin. I applied to trips to Nepal, Mexico, France, and Peru, but none of them worked out for me at the time.
This was incredibly frustrating, so I decided on a new path that became available to me starting junior year of high school: Community College. I enrolled as a concurrent enrollment student at De Anza Community College in the fall of 2014 and took classes such as Women’s Studies, Intro to Business, Mass Communications, Principles of Marketing and even a Philosophy 101 course. This year was honestly one of the best in all of my years as a student. I was learning on a campus full of students that were there to learn and better themselves, and it was a supportive environment. In May of 2015, I traveled to Ecuador with a group of world schoolers through the company Project World School. World Schooling is the act of families traveling the world as an education path in itself. The children (and adults!) learn from the new cultures, languages, countries, politics, etc..
After the trip to Ecuador, I sold my soul to a few other unschooling trips. These trips were life changing! One for the better, one for the worse. First, I embarked on a trip to Colorado with Unschool Adventures: their adventure semester. The opportunity to frolick in the mountains with 23 other passionate outdoorsy unschoolers was the dream I never knew I had. It came true. We would complete challenges every day and document them, creating a work ethic and level of honesty which has stayed with me since.
The second trip I embarked on was with the same company as the Ecuador experience, Project World School. After talking with the program director and CEO, I entered into a 6-month internship abroad with them. We lived in Mexico, Peru, and Amsterdam while hosting teens for a month at a time. Although I am grateful for the lessons learned, here’s the biggest takeaway: don’t enter into an internship without a contract at the age of 17!
Finally, the traditional time for college came along. I had committed to Colorado State University in Fort Collins in the beginning of 2016, despite my many desires to take a gap year. This turned out to be a very good decision. I resided in a living community my freshman year, Global Village! The students in this program all were international or huge travelers, something which made me feel at home immediately. Although the snow was (and still is) a challenge, I persevered for my love of the Rocky Mountains. In the first year, I studied journalism and fell in love. I began writing for College Avenue as a contributor and found passion in working with a Girl Scout troop as a leader.
Sophomore year, I declared a major in women’s studies along with my journalism major. I also moved into a house with three other amazing roommates and a dog, Skipper. The Girl Scout troop continued. I became the features editor of College Avenue. I’m only in the first semester of my sophomore year right now, and I can tell you, college really does get much more difficult as you continue (three-hour seminars, anyone?) Overall, the year is a lesson in self-care and absolute self-compassion. Many girl-empowerment playlists and badass dance parties.
Even though I am no-longer unschooled, I continue to be a self-directed learner. I know that I will always listen to my passion and follow it to the joy it will bring me. Once an unschooler, always an unschooler.